Today I woke up with this feeling that all I want is ot be loved. To be loved from someone else that i love too…not family, but another human being that is not related to me.There’s this feeling inside of me saying that I want to be with someone, to care for them, to listen and help. Yes, one day I want to get married. But I’m 26 and I feel like the chance for that to happen is gone.
It’s hard enough for me to meet people since I’m always busy. But you know, I’m not a model. I’m not over the top gorgeous. I’m not skinny either. I’m just me. I have a tendency to say things on my mind without thinking, i have a lot of extra meat on me, and i’m super short. Sometimes I wake up and don’t care how I look, but other days I try my best.
It’s silly, I know, to want to rush things. But I feel like time is just slipping away from me and one day i’ll realize I wasted my life away and never shared a precious moment with someone I love.